Thursday, October 29, 2015

Out of Tears and Words

I am so out of tears and words...it feels like it is getting harder not easier! I have not talked to or heard from him since we said good bye on Sunday night.


Eventually I know it will get easier and easier but right now, it is so hard not to pick up the phone or text him. I have to keep reminding myself that I was not getting anything out of the relationship anymore.

Uggghhh...oh well, I gave the ultimatum that I knew I needed to and he made his choice (I knew in my heart what he would choose but that does not make it any easier)!

I KNOW I HAD to walk away to protect and honor myself....not only as a person in recovery but as a women in general...but that does not make it better :-(

I will be spending the weekend with my family and that will also help make it better and get my mind of of things I cannot control.

I am not going to write a long, sad and drawn out post today as I do not want to bring everyone down or put unhappiness out there...so, I will leave you with some things I pinned this morning...





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8 comments:

  1. P!nkyOctober 29, 2015 at 11:04 AM

    Losing a love is tough, but you have the right perspective. God has you in His hands and will hold you and bring you to where you need to be in life. <3

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    1. AnnsterwOctober 30, 2015 at 9:27 AM

      Thanks! It is such a shame that we can always have what we want but on the other hand, many times what I want is not good for me at all. Grateful God has my back!

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  2. DeniseOctober 29, 2015 at 2:41 PM

    God will lead you to the right man, I promise. Put your heart in Gods hands for safe keeping. Praying for you. Thanks for following my blog, I am now following yours.

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    1. AnnsterwOctober 30, 2015 at 9:29 AM

      Thanks for the kind words Denise. I definitely agree with you and thanks for the prayers. I love your blog and am so happy to have come across it!

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  3. apOctober 29, 2015 at 3:18 PM

    Keep your perspective strong girl!!! You can do this :) Good things are coming.

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    1. AnnsterwOctober 30, 2015 at 9:30 AM

      Thanks Amanda! I sure hope you are right! Always hoping the next wonderful thing in life is on the way around the corner!

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  4. Cassi SchmigotzkiOctober 29, 2015 at 7:19 PM

    Try to enjoy the time with your family this weekend. Use the rest of the year to find yourself again so you can start 2016 with your head held high.

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    1. AnnsterwOctober 30, 2015 at 9:31 AM

      Sounds like a perfect plan Cassandra! Thanks for reading and I am already enjoying the family time! Family and time heals all wounds. :-) Thanks!

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