Thursday, August 6, 2020

UGH to the future

Hi guys!

I have got to confess...This pending job loss is hitting hard right now.

UGH!

I am struggling to stay motivated and I am seriously bummed. It is like I have no motivation to do ANYTHING.

I have not even been let go yet and I am so sad and unmotivated!! I hate this feeling so much.

I am going to try to check in more frequently but seriously, it has been everything to just spend time with my family and try to stay positive this past month or so.

I have so many updates and posts for you but I just can not bring myself to do it!

I am signing off to pray for motivation and courage to face whatever chapter is next.

HUGS to you all!!!

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    1. Thank you so much Sandee!!! It means so much that you took the time to leave kind words! HUGS to you ♥

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    1. Thank you so much! It means so much that you sent hugs!!! Right beck at you - ♥

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  3. I hope things get better for you.

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    1. Thank you Wendy! It is time for me to make better things happen! I appreciate you comment so very much! HUGS ♥

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  4. I'm so sorry.... sending you some good vibes

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    1. Thank you Rebecca Jo!! I felt the good vibes. You are so super sweet and the kind words are SUPER appreciated! ♥

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  5. I can imagine it must be hard knowing what's coming. Hang in there.

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    1. Yes it definitely is Ann. It is also definitely time to make things happen while I have them in my control! It is time to do the footwork and make the life I want. Thank you for the kind words HUGS to you ♥

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  6. Hugs back and count on my prayers!

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    1. Thank you Terri!!!! It has been great to be able to keep up with you on FB!! I am glad you are well. It is time to get my butt in gear! Thanks for the kind words and prayers - I felt them all!!!! HUGS ♥

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  7. Oh Ann, I so understand! I graduated in May from the Univ. What month is this? August? Still no job...and NY is still tech. shut down.

    It's getting scary...keeping you in prayer.

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    1. Oh no! I am sending you soo many prayers. I was MIA but I hope your situation has changed for the better since this comment but if not; then lets both make amazing things happen!!!! HUGS right back to you and thank you so much for the prayers - you are also in mine! HUGS ♥

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  8. Thinking of you and lifting you up in prayer. Please take care of yourself and let yourself grieve about this pending job loss.

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    1. Thank you so much for the sweet words Robin. I think you are spot one - this was like grieving and it is now time to move on and continue living in a new and better chapter. Thank you for you sweet comments!! Sending so many hugs ♥

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  9. I guess knowing it is coming is worse than just a surprise. Sending hugs and prayers.

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    1. I am not sure Patti. I was prepared but not prepared if that makes any sense. Thank you for taking the time to leave your comment and thank you for all the prayers and hugs! They definitely helped and I am ready to move on! Hugs and prayers right back to you - ♥

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  10. Keep calm. Carry on. This too shall pass. And remember your readers are not judgemental.

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    1. Thank you Tabor! Those were amazing words of advice and I agree. Bloggers are the best bunch of people anywhere and I am totally blessed to have this community. Thank you so much - I am sending so many hugs ♥

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  11. Sending you positive thoughts and prayers.

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    1. Thank you for each and every one of them Patrick! I have been following you on social media and appreciate all of the prayers and thoughts!! Sending so many hugs of thanks!! ♥

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  12. Sucks! Have you been putting in apps for a new job?

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    1. Yes it does Julie but I am over myself now! HA! I have not put in any apps yet because we can not start a new job until our notification period is over (that is all in the severance agreement). So many people have it so much worse....my pity party is over. I will start applying as soon as I am able though. HUgs ♥

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  13. Thanks for checking in. Your feelings are understandable with so many uncertainties, but I see you getting through this and coming out on top.

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    1. Thanks for the words of encouragement and support Abby. I am now in agreement with you and done hiding out and feeling sorry for myself. Hugs to you and thanks so much for the kind words!!! ♥

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  14. Ann, Chin up, girl! When you hit bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. Being jobless isn't so bad when you have your health. Think how nuts Rebecca and I would be without our jobs if we let the bummers take over. It's sad yrs! But it's not the end of the world, just a small piece of it. HUGS!!! Now get off the pity pot. Your time is up and somebody else needs it. (said with much love!)

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    1. I agree totally! Thank you for the kick in the butt I needed!! I love this community and it helps to realize that things are never as bad as we perceive. Hugs to you and thanks for the pep talk! It is super appreciated!HUGS ♥

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  15. Hang in there. Take one day at a time and try and stay positive. Don't let the downs take you!
    A big hug from me (which will not feel that icky as it's only a virtual one instead of a proper one which right now is blergh!).

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    1. LOL Mara! Thanks for the kind words and the much needed laugh!! I appreciate all you comments and I am sending you aooo many virtual hugs! I am super happy to be back!! ♥

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  16. It’s ok to be bummed. Miss your updates and truly praying there is something better for you.

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    1. Thank you so very much Christa!! I appreciate your kind words and prayers. It is time for me to get off my butt and make something good happen! HUGS to you ♥

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  17. It's okay to feel bummed. I realized this week that I'm grieving. We probably all are in some way. Grieving our jobs, relationships, our regular way of life... Grief is a heavy burden to carry and it's okay to struggle with it. I pray things get better soon for you.

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    1. Absolutely Cindy! I completely agree. I think my head blew it so out of proportion due to all of the Covid stress as well. Thank you for the kind words and prayers. They are so appreciated and helped much more than you know!!! Sending prayers and hugs back!!! ♥

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  18. Thanks for saying that. In a time of grief, I think it's really good to feel the feelings, not fight it. Take good care of yourself and come back when you are ready. Hugs Ann.

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    1. Thank you so much Linda! I appreciate your support and kind words so much more than you know! I think I am finally through it and ready to forge forward and create a life even more amazing than the last chapter! So happy to be back! HUGS to you and hope you are well!!!!! ♥

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    1. Thank you so much for checking in Sharon! I am over it and coming out of hiding. Thank you so much for the support and hugs - it is so super appreciated. So happy to be back in a positive mindset! HUGS to you ♥

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